NEW OBSTACLES

I had a feeling this would be a very bad year for me - besides my sense that the number 13 is ominous, it started with a kiss stolen from me at countdown that I was very unhappy with and caused a lot of drama and a loss of a friend. I kind of knew it'd be a difficult year from then on.

I dislike being proven right.

My idealistic and naive plans have come to a shuttering halt as I juggle a couple of obstacles that have been thrown in my way, all at once. Progress is slowed due to my phone that doesn't work (has been wonky for a while), my car stuck in the shop (sliding accident from the snow) for another 2 and a half weeks, and the fact that shortly thereafter it was suddenly decided I should be disowned and kicked out of my house for being a failure at life. It's quite disheartening!

Well! Let's add all that to the fact that I am still job searching and don't really have the income to take care of these things, and it's quite the year for me so far! But these obstacles won't be too difficult to overcome: it's my mentality about it all that's the REAL problem. This is a strength test for a very weak person.

Wish me luck in staying positive, and all the best to everyone else out there facing all sorts of difficulties: They make us who we are!

~ Peace.